A Fruitful Day

MY day started off well with a GREAT morning...I woke up early in the morning and went to FRIM for a morning jog. Because i think its really unhealthy if i do not exercise. Jogging is a good form of exercise. So i had made it a point to wake up early and do something beneficial. I realized that i've not been driving often recently, so i asked my dad to let me drive. hehee..there i was heading to FRIM with my pearl-white MYVI. The traffic wasn't congested so i reached there within 20 mins or more than that(cant really rmb) I am not a member of FRIM we had to pay RM6(quite reasonable).That means RM3 per person. At first the security guard thought i was a member, because i was wearing a pair of shades and drove quite fast (HAHA.. i knew i had to pay so in the end i stopped) Then, I found a parking lot to park my car. First time taking picture with my

*BESTBUDDY*

~look so dull &sleepy~Yea my car is my best friend!

saw a signboard directing the way to>>malay tea house

I found it!!

>>>>>ready to go *v*

When i entered FRIM(Forest Research Institute of Malaysia), i was utterly amazed by the arboretums...AND i saw many things which caught my attention..or i was just being very curious about everything i saw and felt really relaxed. I was fond of the freshness of air that could simply just get rid of all my worries and tensions. I LOVE IT!!! The beauty of nature was so mesmerizing !!

a species called "eucalyptus deglupta"

EVERYTHING just seemed so wonderful to me. Out of the BLUE, i saw something which gave me an adreanaline rush when i first glanced. "Ohh Am i seeing thing early in the morning!!!!!" Then i turned and looked again...how come there was a white figure. I knew i wouldn't be that unlucky and it could not be a hallucination either (coz i didn't take drugs like~magic mushrooms..xd)
Let me show you first.....

Then after a few minutes the scene above has changed to become the one below
(this time the 2nd pic explains everything)

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HAHAHAHAHA...actually there were people taking wedding pictures at such a fairytale-like scenery. They must be real nature lovers. If not, i don't think they would wake up so early and come here. I have never thought of ppl would actually take wedding photographs at places that are so tranquil and serene..indeed it's not a bad idea..something more uncommon to try..but i didn't expect this to frighten me. I can only say that i saw this at the wrong time... if my first glance was at the scene in the 2nd pic, i would be amazed and not terrified. This proves that sometimes what we saw might not be true.. So do not just simply make a judgement by looking at what appears in front of us. This is a lesson learnt in the morning** . COZ What we see might not be what it actually is(but sometimes it's true). hmm...BE WISE then!!

I think i began to fall in love with the nature when i looked at all the picturesque sceneries that i hardly see in our everyday life.

it's marvellous!

i'd had a walk that really enlightened my day without a sense of regret. So this is a path that should be taken if you can allow yourself to spend a little bit of your precious time to do so.

A road wise taken

=)

A confession to make

I hope i'm not right but i'm just having this feeling that i'm the type of person whom others will not like to be with when they get to know me for a period of time...i seriously think that i have problems. I know i'm a useless person e.g if there are other ppl to choose, most of (my frenz or family members) will def go to them instead of me. This is because i usually do not know what ppl wish to know..i'm always very blur..I know i'm definitely not smart enough to be described as "intelligent" . I know i'm always the last option to everyone..the unwanted one..if they can't find any replacement..i'll be the one. I know i've used to this but i hope this will eventually change if i ever have this very slim chance. Since young, i've never appeared as the apple of anyone's eye..this is not a big deal but i think sometimes i do need to get the attention from other ppl so that i can at least tell myself that i exist in this world. I've never had ambitious plan as i know others will doubt my abilities to do so. But i'd been trying really hard to not being looked down by others. And this is when i'm suffering , feeling lethargic and meaningless in whatever i do. When this happens, i usually just tell myself nobody likes me. But i know my parents will never give up hope on me, so this is the reason why i still survive despite of feeling very hopeless at certain moments. This is how i feel whenever i'm in an uncomfortable situations . The worst of all, i even have the thoughts that people are trying to harm so i have to always protect myself by not letting them know wat my weaknesses are...though my weaknesses are utterly obvious!! I'm just feeling that i'm giving myself too much pressure and should stop that....
(my friends 've been asking me not to be emo but once again i failed..actually i'was not being emo just felt like expressing my inner feelings..so that i feel better) phew~~I'm feeling so much better now.. :)

2 in 1~

Love was in the air as everywhere was filled with couples,
celebrating their big day -Valentine's Day
but this day is not that important to me yet... It was just another
ordinary but alil bit special day as i had a special outing with special ppl
It was considered a special day coz i had
the opportunity to go out with "6 dates" hahaha...
And these special "dates" are all alluringly attractive people...
Now let me show u who they are..tadaa~

1st row: qingxian & huei-wen
2nd row: siewming , cali , huiling , me & alina

my dates :)

a bond of friendship

WE all had a good time chatting as well as reminiscing about the halcyon days in the past. It's good to meet your friends once in a while to always keep in touch!!!

whenever we go out together, we will never forget to make full use of the camera. This is a must-do in every single outing, just to make sure that we will not forget such fond memories we had once experienced... So i really think tht camera is one of the best inventions !

But i didn't stay for very long...in fact i was the first to leave and the rest continued going on a shopping spree...didnt really get to shop...but at least i had done what i wanted to do..to go out with sb that are important to me on this special day instead of rotting at home:)

This is not the end of wat i did yet...

At night, i even went out with another bunch of friends..

they are my college friends mostly classmates.

Actually we had planned this the day b4...quite last-minute

so in the end only 10 of us turned up. There were 3 girls and 7 boys.

It was quite fun too as all the them had alot of things to talk about..

and i laughed until my facial muscles felt rather numb..lol

We had spent most of the time searching for a restaurant to dine at.

Bcoz most of the restaurants were fully occupied with people...

In the end we gave up on finding a nice restaurant, instead

we just settled down at a nearby restaurant.

Then we watched Pink Panther 2. I was really tired but still enjoyed watching it(a ridiculous but hilarious movie)!! There isn't any pics for this as guys don't really like taking pics ... xd

IN SHORT~ i went on 2 outings in a day. >_<

Partiess

On sat , i went to gn's house..again it was a last-minute decision...so ch fetched the 6 of us in his car to ka's hse, fr there ka's mum sent us to gn's house..we all squeezed like sardin except for tw coz he took the front seat..haha then when reached gn's house, there were a lot of people and everything was so grand & nice. Cali came to find us and she wasn't wearing specs but could still see us.. After that , we started eating..the food was yummy!! we ate, talked, and camwhored. Then we also took turns to talk to junnian who's still in ns...i tink i talked the most until jn said his phone has no more credits..haha we also watched fireworks in amusement but with our ears stuck with fingers...coz wasss really loud but nice..then we went into gn's hse to play cards. i wanted to try my luck so i played...i would say my luck wasn't bad coz i've never gotten blackjack in my life but i did on that nite..for abt 3-4times..very happy...but do not ever be greedy..must bear in mind*

yesterday was amber's farewell party as well as the street party in her area..so i was once again invited to go. So i went with sm so that i dun feel so lonely...at least i'm always with a friend wherever i go...if not i can't think any1 who can be with me...coz amber was rather busy. The atmosphere was very different from the 1st party....it was so crowded and i could see performances lik lion dance n etc... So i went to amber 's house and said hi to every1 dere...then we walked down the street to get some food. After eating, we planned to walk around, then sm suddenly saw keeaik & friends. So we stopped by and talked to them. Then, suddenly ka came to say "thanks for the present". I was totally in a puzzlement. In my mind, i was thinking"huh,when did i give u a present, how come i dun rmb doing it." Then after that he said, "oh, they already gave me the present " Oh no ! worse still..who r they?? Then he said"bobo they all" okay finally i understood, actually i seriously didn't know that i shared for his present, no one ever told me that they counted me in..so it was like i was the last to know sth that has actually happened..it was so weird...so confused...didn't even know a single thing. Luckily this wasn't sth important, or else i would be abit angry. Then i asked what the present was...and he said it's a shirt and he'll be wearing it on his bday...good i had actually given him a present..dun hav to tink of wat to buy...i shud thank them for including me but plz tell me..if not i didn't even know that i was supposed to pay...so straight after that i paid for the present...i knew they had sort of surprised him in the afternoon so hope that he enjoyed it actually it would be better if i knew nothing. Just be as blur as i used to be. Suddenly, i saw amber's neighbours walking on the street, i went to call them...and we walked to amber's hse..as they wanted to eat..i also talked to them and they looked so happy ...which was why i felt quite happy just by talking to them.... so much more comfortable to talk to ppl like this...as they wouldn't make ppl feel awkward or didn't know what to say though it was just the 2nd time we met. How nice if i can get more friends with such traits..I will be happy for every day with no worries~~haha :) There were more performances going on...like belly dancing, singing competition and so on...then my bro came too fetch me at abt 10.30..and we went to the next destination-my aunt's hse in valencia.. my uncle poured some wine for me & sm. we were asked to sip slowly so that we wooldn't get drunk.. we chit-chatted and only went home at 1am..so sm just stayed over at my house..since it was already so late..

Friday was FUN~

Fridays have always been the most tiring day for me coz many things have to be done on this day...yesterday my friend, amber called and invited me to her party (is actually for her dad's friends) i was rather tired, but since i wanted to return her autograph as well as to spend more time with her b4 she leaves..so i decided to go despite of being exhausted. After I'd finished writing in her autograph book, my brother dropped me at her house. She kept laughing while reading her autograph book, then she turned to my page and asked why was it soo short..hahaha (aiyo i was running out of time la) In fact i was her only friend there as she didnt invite others and some couldn't make it..so there i was talking to her bro while she was busy..and then we ate the food prepared by her dad&friends. The food was not bad but i didn't really have appetite. So just ate abit. Then we camwhored. Just as usual!!

* amber & jyy yee *

After that, she invited some of her neighbours to come over . They were all very fun to play with..one of them even brought his Nintendo Wii Player, so we started playing and laughed till my stomach burst. It was really fun but required a lot of energy...i tink this can be a very good way to lose weight...lolz..Then we went to amber's guest room to play cards. We first played black jack and whoever lost in the game must choose either truth or dare. The funniest part was edison was dared to give flowers to a girl. Then we continued with the next game-heart attack..but too bad i had to go home at tht time..nvm i'll be seeing them on dis coming sunday!!! One more thing!!! Amber has a very cute shih tzu...soooo adorable is called Tashi.

amber & her neighbours

amber's bro with Tashiiiiiiiiiii..

~a tiring but fun day~

What has CHANGED??

After 1 week of holidays, everything is back to normal again. And i had my new haircut on my bday. Just for fun actually..coz i was bored with my previous hairstyle..just thought tht it was time to change. It actually has not much difference..just tht my fringe has now bcome shorter... and i tink my face looks even rounder now..perhaps tht's the reason y my friend couldnt recognise me when i was just standing just right in front of him..or mayb he really didnt see me..haha. This week is going to be so exhausting coz i'm going home at 4.30pm for most of the days..in fact is every day. So very soon i'll b attending my first club meeting on this friday...the club that i'm joining has a very cute & admirable logo>>yes no doubt is tree huggers:) But i'm in a predicament now..i have no transports home after the club meeting..coz my friend whom i'm flwing her home is not joining dis club:( But i hope i can find a solution to this problem...or else i won't be able to join..and this is the only club that i'm joining so far...i want to be a tree hugger!!lolz..Today, i just had my physics test. It was quite hard though mr.gaura said he had actually given an easier paper to us. I cannot imagine how it would be like if he were to give us a tougher one in the next test bcoz even the easy paper took me ages to figure out the answers. Hopefully i'll pass!! :)