Am I the only ONE ??

In times of loneliness, what you need is just a person to tell you that you're actually not alone. 

I have never been this afraid of loneliness before. In fact, I thought I would enjoy the pleasure of being alone. But not until I finally got to spend more time all by myself, then I realized that I dislike the feeling of being alone, when there's no one you can talk to or just to look at.

I might appear as though I'm like a loner since I've hardly spoken anything which bothers me to anyone before. That's because I'm just not used to doing this since young. Getting me to express my inner feelings can be one of the most difficult tasks, unless you could make me feel really comfortable doing that.

In most of my attempts, even before I uttered a word, my tears already started to roll down. It's to this extent when it comes to something really sentimental or emotional, that's why I always choose to avoid , which I find is quite torturing.  Alright it's time to learn to cope with my rather eccentric behaviours !! -.-

Just a really short note :)

I'm not really in the mood of blogging but just thought that my blog would look really pathetic if I don't update it. 

YEAH tomorrow will be a public holiday!!! I love holidays and I want more because I have a lot of things to do!!!

But for now, I really have to stop doing all other unimportant things and make myself to STUDY more. I really need to allocate more time for study, seeing the long list of chapters which I'm yet to cover is really depressing.

Okay, shall not talk so much since this post was intended to be a short one.