cny hasn't ended YET~

4th day of cny..

Today is not much different from the previous days.. didn't go anywhere

actually ch did ask if i wanted to go sunway lagoon with his friends..but i guess i was just too tired to play for one whole day...yesterday i went to adranne's hse..was another nice n huge house! I was glad that she invited me..really had lots of fun watching lion dance n playing cards...i actually forgot to bring money..so i took out my ang pau money and started playing..hehee:) hw's seat was really good..kept getting blackjack....then after she went home, mw took her seat ..guess wat..the same thing happened..i guess tht place has really good fengshui..xd oh yea and thks ka for the ride..okay i hope next time i can drive on my own (i dun wanna be so useless) :(

time passed really fast, when i glanced at my watch..oh i forgot to wear my watch yesterday..so i looked at my handphone..and it was already 11.15pm..sooo late..(it's time to go home).. so we left and by the time i reached my hse was lik 12++ @_@(v sleepy) but at least i enjoyed myself at the party!!

>>oh yea..today is junnian's bday..sooo HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!

~tadaa~

myenemy -.-

Actually i really wonder if i could successfully achieve what i aspire in one day. The reason for this is i have never been honest to myself. I'm always persuading myself to think that what others think are right and mine is never correct. From wat i could see in my history,i had always made the wrong decisions. But i know that self-confidence is very very important. I really admire some of my friends who are so confident in whatever they are doing. Whenever i want something v badly, the first thing i do is not to try every avenue and get it, but i will first ask others' opinions...very stupid huh..so the record for last year was..i've missed out many golden opportunities which made me feel very regretful. I think i'm just the kinda ppl who is better at fulfilling others' wills than my own. I always have the tendency to go against my will, the more i want to get sth, the more i force myself to stop doing that. I think now i have become my biggest ENEMY..arghh..is like i'm always saying no for a "yes"..and yes for a"no"....but this doesn't happen all the times.. just occasionally! So this is also one of the reasons why i could never get what i wanted..i bet whoever that is reading my blog will think that i'm a v stupid person. Actually i'm feeling very unhappy with my frivolous act but i just can't stop myself from doing that..Is actually very easy to do what u feel like..but y can't i just be as simple as possible..and not complicate sth that can be done without any difficulties. In conclusion, don't cheat urself! It hurts! >_<

How I spent my day~

Now itS already 2 am in the morning, so is considered as the third day of cny. Y am i sleeping soo late?? actually i was sleeping all day long in the afternoon ...bcoz i had no where to go. For the past few years , i would be at my dad's friend's hse. However, this year he no longer wants to have an open house at his place. I guess the reason for dis must be its too fatiguing. This means that i can't get his RM 50 angpow...haha :) And i hope there will be more things 4 me to do in the following days..or else this cny is goin to be so boring.. I realise sth: one person is missing again !! She is my sister!! she still can't get back to celebrate with us coz she is having a major exams durin cny..so sad. She has not been at home for abt three years during cny..as they don't have holidays in uk.This is so not nice..we cannot sit together for reunion dinner.Her absence does make a lot of differences to me. Somehow i'll feel happier when she's at home.. Duh.. she's my sister. She is always the one whom we 're proud of. By next year, she'll be back!!! I no longer need to see her face through webcam or get angpows on behalf of her. Till now, i have not experienced being apart with my family for a long period of time, so i really i don't know how it would be like. But definitely is not going to be nice. Anyway, here i would like to wish everyone :

happy chinese new year!!

moo~~

SURPRISE!!! SURPRISE!!!

Let me start off with the

#2nd surprise

=presents

from: hw,sm,cali,tw,shawn,jeff,ch,cw

from: siewming

from: keeaik, junnian, bobo& jiann

from: yee lin & sok nee

here we come to the
#1st surprise

once i stepped into the dining room..i could heaR~

~happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to jyy yee

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

I was absolutelyyyy happy when i saw all my friends singing a very very SWEET birthday song for me...then my friend was asking y din I cry...bcoz my tears just couldn't come out when i felt exhilarated :) my dream had finally come true..my friends celebrated my bday with me..

it was indeed an unforgettable experience in my life. For once..i tink law of attraction works..haha..I have never felt so important b4..so i'm really appreciative of my friends' efforts

in making my dream a reality..you guys made my day!! As it was meant to be a surprise, so i din prepare or plan anything for my friends...most of them reached my house at arnd 6.45pm..and i arrived at abt 7pm. A few of them came later than i did..so instead of me being surprised

we have decided to give those latecomers surprises too. Actually we only did this to jeffrey as he didn't know anything when he came in, so i hid myself in the study room which was in the dark, and then suddenly appeared to surprise him..i know it was really lame..but was fun though!

then we ate "nasi lemak" (cooked by my maid) and played our

so-called "favourite"game>> mafia..xd after that hw n i sang for a while..

self-entertaining i would say=)

Though i edi suspected sth even b4 the surprise was given to me..i still enjoyed the whole process...especially while waiting for it to happen right in front of my naked eyes..

A . W . E . S . O . M . E !

surprise!

my lastest collection-is a hippo

an array of friends

me,hippo&bday cake

my great organizer/my dear sister(jyyyeen)!!

H.A. members+X-grp leader

i see three bears..where??there in the pic!

And here i would like to say :

Thank You Very Much
to everyone for enlightening my special day

I'm officially 18 now..

Was just being RANDOM :)

tomorrow i'll b having mathematics test..but suddenly i felt like blogging. Since i hav made it a must to at least blog once in a week..i will try to fulfil my so-called "resolution". Last saturday, i went to the curve to celebrate alina's bday.We didn't get to surprise her as sb has unintentionally spoilt our initial plan. This is what usually occurs when we try to surprise our friends during their birthdays. So it was rather funny..alina had already known sth fishy was going but still she tried to pretend as if she knew nth. But it was really fun to find out how did all the suspenses in alina arise. We failed to surprise her, but we didn't fail to give her a memorable 18th birthday. Bcoz she was asked to stand on the chair while all the waiters were cheering for the birthday girl. They even asked her to shake her body. We all really had a good laugh about the whole process. I would say afterall it was all joy and we really enjoyed it.

everyone looks soooo happy!!

dessert tht's specially made for alina..cool


wat a deceiving mirror..i'm that thin in reality

very soon or just a few more days..i'll be turning into 18..time passes really fast . Without realising, i have been living for 18 years, almost 2 decades. Still, i haven't done anything that made me to be proud of. So i have set it as a goal that is yet to be achieved. I have always hoped to become a better person. I'm glad to say tht dis year has started off well. So far, i have not encountered any obstacles yet. Last year was a tough year for me because i wasn't ready
to face all the changes tht came too suddenly. But i think last year was the most fruitful year as i have learnt a lot from my mistakes and it was indeed a good lesson for me. I have finally learnt to be more appreciative of everything i have before losing them. Because that would be too late and there's one more thing that i will not let it change, that is- nothing comes before family and friends . So i hope i can celebrate my red letter day with friends n family who play an important part in my life. But knowing tht cny is just arnd the corner, many might needa go back to hometown, i will just celebrate with my dear family. Anyway it's not sth tht is reli reli special, it's just the day i was born...xd

~HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance~

My very 1st post in 2009

today i was woken up by my dad..guess wat?? to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear sister who is still in UK through webcam..though really sleepy i was, i still managed to open my eyes widely to wish my sister...haha(i was still wearing pyjamas) this was the best time for her bf to show how much he appreciated my sister...sOooo he had given a digital camera to her which is pink in colour..xd:)and her bday cake was rather special(coz the shape is diff fr wat we usually see) I was really glad to her face plastered with a really WIDE smile!!!that shows she was really HAPPY!! SOOO i would also like to wish her a very very happy birthday and may her dreams come true in the near future!!!All the best to you, jie jie!!

In order to be fair...i should wish my younger sister happy belated birthday here...her bday was celebrated on the 6th Jan (when i had no time to blog at all) so i'm just going to include everything in this very 1st post of the year. JAnuary has also been the busiest year in my family (coz most of our bdays fall in January)

And i have also started my college life on 5th jan..Afterall i would say i have a class which is quite interactive, interesting, funny, cooperative and so far i tink i like my class-BS2. All the lecturers here are quite good and they are always willing to help students who have problems..
the facilities here are of course of very good and high qualities..they are still NEWWW!!!the only thing which i sometimes cant bear with is the air-conditioning system(is FReezing-COLD)i even shivered in the first few days... almost frozen~ In my class, there are 18 students, 9 girls and 9 boys. I'm currently sitting with g-n,calista and a guy fr catholic high sch called choon lim. And i also have a locker, no..11(quite a nice number)and yea thks to ka for dropping me off 1st (: or else i would have to be in the longggg queue(I DON'T WANT)but still i queued up for my friends bcoz they came slightly late...

In the 1st week, the lecturers have started teaching and giving us homework...For Physics, we were asked to do presentations on base units. The base unit for my grp is CURRENT(which i think is the hardest among all) but information can easily be found fr internet so no worries~
When it was our turn to present, we got to make it as short as possible because we were running out of time(almost time to go home) and i realised tht my hand was shaking(oh no it was so obvious)i felt soo embarrassed..but neither could i control my weird hand..just lik wat usually happened to me last time..i hate it..is dere anyway to cure this, i dont think so..only i myself..zzz

After 4 months(coz of spm), i have finally decided to continue my piano lessons in Jan..Expectedly, my hands were abit stiff and i hav forgotten most of the things in theory..pity my tcher, she was having a hard time to guide me while doing theory..so sorry! On saturday, i played badminton with pg,cw and ka. It was quite fun though i am not good at playing. i still enjoyed it. When it was about time to end, someone came in to do checkings in the court. Luckily, ka and cw were quick enough to escape..ahaha or else they would be caught again..lol After that i went swimming wif sis.

2009 has started WELL!! hopefully it will be even BETTER!!! New year resolutions=birthday wishes(its a secret)xd