Just The Way You Are

You are AMAZING when you're   " just the way you are".

That's the song which I used to love so much

because it feels really good when you're just the way you're

There might be reasons behind why I am who I am today

But

sometimes the more you explain, 

the more it defeats the purpose.

SO I am not gonna care so much anymore.

 

Sometimes life is happier when it's simpler!!

I just wish to be a simple girl who chases after her dreams without worrying so much.
(YES I do have my own dreams)

It's time to stand up from where I fall. 

Just Move ON~

Life may be a little tough at times, but as long as we don't give up and continue to move on, I'm sure it'll turn out to be good. 

Glad that my problem is no longer a problem anymore :)

How I feel now is shown below:

P/S: Don't hesitate to smile :)

Thanks to my friend who drew such a pretty design on it. I LOVE IT SO MUCH and would love to be as happy as the tooth :D Because the smile makes her look really pretty. 

 SO what are you waiting for ??

~FLASH YOUR SMILE~

When I'm ready, you can tell the DIFFERENCE!!

Sometimes I just can't help it but to react strangely to certain things or to do things in such a way that ppl don't expect it to be, as they might think that I would do it the other way round.

I'm sorry that's bcoz I'm not ready yet OR I've edi had another plan in my mind. So if you were to ask me to do it the way you aspire, I'm afraid I might not be able to satisfy you.

I'm that kinda person who likes to do things as the way I've planned it or like how I've predicted it earlier on.

BUT that's only if I had plans or any ideas in my mind.

If not, that means that I'm not ready for that, then it's kinda hard for me to do it. I wouldn't say it's impossible, just that I don't think the end result would be what I wanted, then I'll get a lil disappointed.

SO when I'm ready, you can definitely tell the difference, coz I'll do whatever I'm supposed to do willingly and undoubtedly. 


One more thing, when I want some space for myself means I really need it, if not I'm not going to be normal...HAHA (: 

Actually there isn't any specific reasons why I'm blogging this, but that's just my way of doing things.

Maybe I can try to be more flexible and versatile when dealing with certain things in the future??  

BECAUSE

 Life shouldn't be so boring~

and I'll always change for the better !! (:

Close OR Open ?? *_*

I feel kinda lost at this moment... suddenly feel that something is wrong with me...I just don't know how to express my true inner feelings... I no longer know when to laugh... when to cry... how to show that I actually care for somebody... tell somebody something I really want them to know...


I just can't unless it's under some special circumstances, this is probably because I've always formed this super strong barrier which only occasionally allows certain trustworthy person to enter, then I'll use this golden opportunity to tell them about everything I feel in one shot... (this is when I talk non-stop) then I will close the barrier again (back to the inactive stage)until I think the barrier formed is going to burst soon ...


This process of closing and opening of the barrier is so torturing but I just can't help it... I find it easier to tell what I truly feel when I'm talking face to face to one person at the right time and at the right place... I do realise that some of my friends find me weird when I'm behaving this way, actually even I myself don't know how did that happen in the first place... I can only say that it's not something that I could control... but still I'll try to do sth... 

If I were to describe myself using the word "temperature", I would say I'm sometimes too cold and sometimes too hot.. haha :D


At this juncture of time, I can't find chance & time to confide in someone yet.. so I need to get rid of something from my heart here~ and I just did it..


Hmmm.....MAYbe I shouldn't be so paranoid to build barrier like this, should just show what I feel right inside my heart rite???... and not a P-P-P-POKER FACE !!! xd

Phew~ anyway I feel like a deflated balloon right now.. and the feeling is so good!! :)

A sense of guilt

In the twinkling of an eye, i'm already one month older...time passes really fast... CNY has finally ended..and all the examss r coming vvv soon. But i havent started studying yet :(

Luckily it's just the monthly test...or else i 'm goin to get last in class. So this shows tht i must start studying consistently from now onwards , if not i will have to suffer later. Ok. i shud study now..

To Start With Something New

As this is my very 1st post..i'll try to make it as interesting as possible. Well, today is the 4th day of cny..and very soon i'll have to go back to school, which makes me feel sad.How nice if i could have more hols during dis cny...and how nice if my elder sis could celebrate her cny wif us. I hope she doesn't feel lonely over there. Ohh, i really like to DREAM!! But all these will never come true. The reason why i create a blog is i want to start with sth new. Before this, i was just like a lost sheep. But now, I finally figured out what i really want, i want to be HAPPY!! (though this may sound easy..but is actually not) . From now onwards, i want to enjoy my life to the fullest and say a big "NO" to sadness. Coz when a person is sad,he or she is only hurting themselves...so why do i have to be soooo stupid. As we all noe life is never a bed of roses, there are always obstacles that stop ppl from thinking positively. Now that i'm 17(gosh..sounds old), i have to set my goals in life..and not just wasting my time doing sth useless. Just do whatever i feel like it...so that i'll hav no regrets in the future. This year is a make-or-break time for me as i'm sitting 4 SPM(nightmare). I really dun like examss. But anyway, i'll still try my best! Oh now is still cny..but i have edi thought so far..wei come back!!! Hah..i'm quite happy tht i actually got a handsome amount of angpows this year..and here i would like to say a big thank you to those who gave me this happiness!!!heheeOK..i shall stop here 4 today!!

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my 17th birthday

^exquisite card^