That's Sem1 :)

Time passes really fast, just like a  shooting star~

Semester 1 has finally ended, now I'm no longer a Sem 1student!! ~

But I'm having ambivalent feelings about this. I'm happy because I've gone through one semester and have done a lot of things. At the same time, I'm also feeling a little bit sad that this sem has already ended bacause this can be said as one of the happiest moments in my life.

And I'm really glad to have made some awesome friends who keep me motivated and entertained most of the time :D 

OK let's look at some of the highlights and fun moments in sem1~

(it's gonna be filled with lots and lots of pictures)

READY??

It all started with me being part of this big family- GROUP 9!!

Our 1st performance together :)

Slumber party :)

 mamak session !! :P

our dear friend- shu jin's 20th birthday

1st shopping outing - Pavilion :)

1st karaoke session with them :)

The cookie monsters..haha :)

Fundraising (Our friend who loves cincau so much is selling cincau ^^)

Charity Home Visit @ Rumah Shalom

My 1st and the only infinity milers training (the bunnies:P)

Hiking @ Klang Gates

I love lunch outings with them :D

We always take a group pic in the car whenever there's a lunch outing

1st time cooking with friends :)

 

Here comes the ORAL HEALTH Week...

Custom-made plaster teeth for our group members:)

My booth for OHW- ORAL HYGIENE :)

Then followed by INTERVARSITY GAMES @ AIMST

 

Campus tour @ AIMST

My 1st dance performance in uni :)

Can't believe that I was actually playing soccer:)

Some other outings~

First time attending an orchestra concert :)

 Sem1 CG gathering!!

My coursemates :)

 DT111 in the dental lab:)

Some of the fun moments spent with two of my closest dental friends- Shu Jin & Jeff

Face-painting:)

Making a bite impression:)

Oh no... Jeff we're gonna miss you when you leave us. BUT we'll still be happy for you :D

This is such a long post full of pictures though there are some which are not shown here. I like compiling pictures in this way because I want myself to remember all these happy moments I once had in my life and will continue to have more in the future. 

Life is not always a bed of roses, but with great friends around no matter what happens to us, we still know that out there there are always people who support us and care for us. That way life will be more meaningful and blissful. 

Though I spent most of my time with my uni friends in that 4-5 months, I still miss my old friends and I'm gonna to meet up with you guys like real soon :)

How could I ??

The thing which I'm afraid most is happening again, how could I?? Sometimes it's not because I don't want to get something which I aspire to have, but it's the fear that is stopping me. Because I'll always think of what would happen if I were to lose it one day. And this thought of losing it is stopping me whenever I attempt to get it.

So it's just like I'm playing a game with myself, trying to do everything against my own will. This is really pathetic, but I don't know why I have such thought in my mind. So can you imagine the number of times I've disappointed myself, it is countless!! I thought I could change this but this part of me is just too hard to be gotten rid of. My life is ruined by myself, how could I ???

Yes I know that this is not right, but I just can't help it. I don't know why I like to torture myself so much and in such crazy manner. 

Really sorry for all these boring posts recently, can just ignore them if you think is annoying. I just want to voice out here. And no offence because it's utterly about my own self who can't speak certain things with my self-sealed mouth.

CloseNess~

Listening to my own voice through the songs I sing makes me feel good. It may not sound nice to others, but I just like the feeling of being so close to myself. Really comfortable, though certain parts are out of tune or have some pitching problems :) Doesn't matter!!

It can bring back the fond memories I had while singing that song. Then, I realised that my voice has changed slightly. I have a more mature voice now... HAHA :D

In life, I know I might have many weaknesses, but I wouldn't blame myself for that. Instead, I think is better to think of ways to improve them than to be upset over it. Some of my weaknesses may have caused problems or difficulties to me, but I will not give up in overcoming them. No matter how long it takes or how many times I'm going to fail !!~

Don't steal my :) away ~

I seriously don't know what's happening, but I know something is definitely not right here. I know I will never get to know what I needed or wanted to know. Whatever it is, I think this is really very unhealthy. It shouldn't be the way, absolutely NOT!

It's ruining my life, it's really bad. I seriously don't like this!! My days used to be filled with only happiness and it should continue to be like this. I want my SMILE back, the worst thing in the world is to not know the reasons behind of something bad which happened to you.

For example, if you hate me, at least let me know why. Or if I have done anything wrong, please let me know?? Don't assume that I will know because I'm seriously clueless. I don't want to feel like an idiot who is unaware of what's happening around herself.

~ I beg you, please. Okay,  that's all for now!! (x