I'm pretty tired of what I had been doing. Always thinking that I have the ability to make things better, but sometimes I'm just way too ambitious, like seriously.
I was trying too hard.
I never like getting into conflicts with other people especially those whom I am close with. But whenever I don't like or agree with something, I would just say it out regardless of what. This requires a great deal of courage too, as I know it may or may not be a happy ending.
The reason why I can be so honest with you is because I trust you and want you to understand me, definitely not because I have something against you. I know I may sound like one, that's because I don't like it when I don't even get the chance to be heard.
Sometimes I was just trying to be a peace-maker, who knows I turned out to be the trouble-maker. I admit that I shouldn't sound so impatient when trying to tell people what I think is right, it only makes myself sound annoying and irritating.
I will think more deeply before I act next time, not so impulsive anymore!! Just bear in mind that I can't possibly change or help everyone around me, as I may not be the right person to do so. I don't want to be a busybody anyway.



