A year filled with challenges!

Time really flies, just a few more days this year is going to end. This is a pretty special year to me as the challenges I received in this one year were much more compared to the previous years.

The challenges which I mentioned earlier on were not merely academic wise, but also included many other aspects. All the things I had been through had definitely made me a tougher and more determined person. Though there were times when I felt really down due to various reasons, still I was happy that I did not give up in the middle of the process, no matter what.

The main focus for this year was no doubt the major exams which I'd just been through, the studying part was just crazy! Partly due to studying at the very last minute, and the things to cover were just too much!! Thinking back on how I used to study from morning to night, it felt as though I had no life, the first thing I touched after waking up and the last thing I touched before sleeping were NOTES!! So sick of seeing them now!!

I gotta thank god that I passed the exams, really thankful that I had successfully been through my second year. It wasn't easy for me. And I was happy that I had supportive friends and family who were being really considerate during my most "lifeless" time of life.

One thing about me is I just can't take too much of stress, I can handle it mentally but not physically. Somehow stress is just something that is unavoidable during exams. I know myself too well that I could even predict what would come next when I was under tremendous stress.

But I just had to study for exams no matter what sorts of things would happen to me, sometimes sacrifices had to be made, though the consequences may take really long to heal. I knew I just got to keep on motivating myself. No matter what I was feeling inside, I made sure I put a smile on the outside, though some people could tell that it wasn't genuine. I just dislike telling people how upset I felt at that time, because it would only make matters worse. Thus, I chose to put them aside until exams ended.

I knew who were the people who could read me even when I didn't utter a single word to them, here I would also like to thank these people for being so understanding.(if you ever see this:P) When I bottled things up, of course it wouldn't feel good, but I was just looking for a right time to throw them out. 

One thing I had come to realize especially in this year is if you ever have any problems, even as tiny as a sesame seed, never overlook them, as they all have the potential of becoming a difficult problem later on. Or if you have any thoughts in mind, don't let it just linger at the back of your mind, but at least take some actions. That way you are at least one step closer in achieving yours dreams! 

With that, I can foresee what my new year resolutions will be. Still remember I had two wishes early this year! One of them just came true, and another one is yet to come true, but I will fervently look forward to the arrival of this day!:D Don't let me wait for me too long please :) But I will definitely WAIT(because I've put in so much effort) :)

 


 

Just because I care~

I still can't accept it, I actually wish to just stay at home until I think it's what I consider as OKAY. But is pretty hard, since there are times where you just have to go out, like seriously reluctant to but still I will get into my car and drive to the destination. 

I rather just stay in my comfort zone than getting myself into a difficult situation if there's no need or no important occasion to go out. I will definitely not give up on myself just that this time round I think I need some time to be at home. If you wanna find me, most of the time the only place you can see me is my house! All due to personal reasons and not any serious causes. Hopefully this won't last for long:)

During this period of time, I will feed myself a lot of food (preferably healthy ones), entertain myself with lots of tv shows and ensure myself getting sufficient amount of sleep, so see you when I see you, and for sure I will be seeing people tomorrow coz it's a MUST! till then~

Time to ENJOY!~

Any special plans for holidays ?? Hmm not really for the time being. Planning to just take this break  to really rest well and spend it well with all my dear family and friends. Unless there are some impromptu plans coming out, not surprised!:P

Gonna think of more things to do just to keep myself fully occupied, especially those things which I like to do but couldn't do it when I was busy :)

Even though the first day of my holidays was purely spent at home except for dinner, I still felt very happy for the simple yet carefree moments that I had, regardless of what I was doing.

Did really stupid things like playing some seemingly childish yet super fun games with sis, playing so crazily that I had definitely lost my self-image, hahahaha!!! Can't bother so much when I was trying so badly to win, though there was only one opponent!

One day well spent, more to come, and more to anticipate before the big day comes! XD