There's a limit to everything we do~

Recently, I don't feel quite good about certain things. I don't know if it is alright or I should have stopped it from happening right from the beginning. 

My biggest weakness is- I'll feel bad after saying NO to people, especially to a friend or family member. But whenever I spotted that something is not right, I will make or push myself to say a big NO to either him or her. That's still okay, but the effect after that is the worst part of all.

Sometimes I may feel guilty for no good reasons, this is really torturing and I really dislike this. If I were to face this kinda situations in the past, I would just unwillingly say YES (if it's not something too serious), but not for now.

Something about me is that I just dislike the feeling of being forced to do something, I dislike it when something is done for untoward purposes. I tend to stay away from all these once I detected one. 

I think is bad to keep those uneasy feelings to myself, hence writing this out. All I can say is I think I'm just kinda bad when handling some friendship or relationship problems.Currently, there's nothing happening, just a premonition that something is gonna happen if i don't do something about it.