The other day i just went to my lecturer's condo for a discussion session+potluck.. sounds fun & interesting doesn't it? Hm... Actually everything would be even greater if I had built a close rapport with all my classmates... I do know each and everyone of them just that we're not very close even though my class has only 16 students... I'm only close to a few friends in class... (sounds greedy) When I was a monitress last time, I always hoped that my classmates could all cooperate well with each other and that kinda spirit is sth that I really appreciate.. so now hopefully I myself can get along well with everyone in class...
The thing which made me feel so out of place on that day was because all my close friends didn't turn up .. In fact I shouldn't be because we are all classmates... but I could feel that they just didn't know what to say to me coz I do not usually hang out with them.. But definitely all my classmates are nice ppl just that I still didn't get to know most of them well.... Plus I'm quite a shy person unless I become close with someone.
Something that always occurs to me is whenever I want to do certain things , I just find it difficult to look for a person to do it with me... And so I tell myself if I can't find any1 I'll just do it myself... So it may seem that I'm starting to become a loner ... hmm maybe someday I can meet a person who is willing to do everything I like with me... I know is just hard to find a person who has exactly the same interest as you.. but I'll wait and see~
Back to what happened on that day, so our lecturer discussed the papers and some of my friends were still swimming in the pool... they seemed to have lots of fun... then after discussing the papers I had nothing better to do... so I called one of my friends and chatted for quite a while... after that i went to the washroom and found my friends who were taking shower there... And it was my fault that I didn't inform my other classmates about anything.. so they thought something had happened to me as they couldn't find & contact me.. and they kept calling but my phone was in silent mode so I didn't know... I felt quite sorry for that :(
Finally the potluck had started, they bought 10 regular pizzas... I thought that was really a lot but I suppose all of them had no problems at devouring the PIZZAS...coz everyone was starving then there were also some salads, sparkling juices, soft drinks, icecream specially made by ms. charmaine (yummy) and I brought some homemade mooncakes... so had eaten lots of stuffs.... went back at arnd 8.. it was considered a fun class activity.. coz everybody had a great time there! :) I did enjoy as well ~
