Lolli POP my day :)

Just a simple lollipop made my day!

thanks shun for coming over to my place to talk to me

and secretly placed this in my drawer:)

Everything just went well today,

especially cheer practice,

I could see some improvements in me and my team members

I'll continue to work hard!!

& must STUDY hard also!!

Just The Way You Are

You are AMAZING when you're   " just the way you are".

That's the song which I used to love so much

because it feels really good when you're just the way you're

There might be reasons behind why I am who I am today

But

sometimes the more you explain, 

the more it defeats the purpose.

SO I am not gonna care so much anymore.

 

Sometimes life is happier when it's simpler!!

I just wish to be a simple girl who chases after her dreams without worrying so much.
(YES I do have my own dreams)

It's time to stand up from where I fall. 

Hide and SeeK?

Note to myself:

I'm too tired to care so much anymore. I know I'm not very good in a lot of things which I'm doing right now. I can feel how people think of me,  just by the way they talk or look at me. I know how bad I am when dealing with certain things.

I'm really really tired for reminding myself to do so many things everyday. People might think that I'm faked, selfish, timid, snobbish or whatever it is I don't know, just maybe or no one is even free to think about me.

I know I always make people feel uncomfortable when they are talking to me. Sometimes I even think that it may be even better if I just keep quiet all day long. Be as transparent as possible, but this is definitely not the right thing to do.

I just don't want to give myself too much of unnecessary pressure. If it's something I can't do I will only try and not force myself any further. I can't possibly change myself just to please everyone, but instead should be the real me, which I'm still seeking.

Should really stop playing hide and seek with myself. I know it's a very sad thing if my family or good friends were to read this. They must be really disappointed with me who is thinking so negatively. I just need some time to get better. It's not easy to cope with so many things and I just have to keep on motivating myself no matter what, since I made the choice!! It's just another battle that I need to fight till the end~ 

What's wrong with YOU??

TODAY is the last day of my study break.. ><

I think I'm being really weird recently.

I didn't mean to do things which may have annoyed you, 

I kept doing that to my sis, Sorry!!~

but I just feel guilty for not studying more during this hols,

whenever my sis asks me out, I will just say NO NO NO...

For the past few days,

I rejected anyone who asked me out,

which I felt really bad. (sorry)

Not that I study a lot at home,
but once I step out of my house for more than few hours

I'll just feel a sense of guilt.

Argh My THROAT!! :)

IT'S TIME to update my blog!!

 Just recorded a song,

a song which nearly used all my strength,

due to the lack of stamina.

This is not any pop songs or new songs,

just a mandarin song by Bowie Tsang.

a good way to improve my stamina.

Not a perfect one,

but I did put in some effort

during that 2 hours :P

Just enjoy or you may laugh at me :P