I know it all :)

I know how bad it is... I definitely know, don't need to tell me :]

But I know if I manage to go through the hardest times in my life, I will be so happy by that time. So just by thinking how happy I will be by that time, I always tell myself to just bear with it for the time being. It's definitely awful to be in this situation, but I will not let this be my problem forever, NEVER! This time, I'm very determined to do so! No matter how much I need to suffer, it's not a big deal anymore! Because I'm ready for that!!